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On Writing the Body Without Writing the Body

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On Writing the Body Without Writing the Body

There's a difference between erotic and explicit. The first leaves room for the reader.

I learned to write desire the way a jazz pianist learns to leave space — by trusting the silence to do half the work. The point of a love scene is not what is shown; it is what is felt next.

May 02, 20266 min
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"I write at 11:47 p.m. because that is when I stop translating myself — and start telling the truth."

— C.J. Noir

The Archive

Everything written so far

8 entries

Playlists
Apr 19, 20264 min

The After-Hours Playlist, Vol. III

Sade. Solange. A little Erykah. The records I draft to.

Behind the Scenes
Apr 04, 20268 min

Why Atlanta, Always Atlanta

Some cities are settings. This one is a character.

Characters
Mar 21, 20269 min

Inside Alexis: The Geometry of Wanting Quietly

A character study of the woman at the center of Ombré Desires.

Black Femininity
Mar 09, 20267 min

On Black Femininity as Architecture

We were never the décor. We were always the building.

Sensuality
Feb 22, 20265 min

The Architecture of a Slow Burn

Tension is a building. You don't rush a building.

Publishing
Feb 08, 202610 min

Letters from the Submission Pile

What no one tells you about getting a debut into the world.

Late Night
Jan 25, 20263 min

11:47 P.M.

A late-night dispatch from the desk.

Soft Life
Jan 11, 20265 min

Soft Life Is Not the Absence of Work

On rest as resistance, and the small luxuries of Sunday.

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